Rip it up and start again?

Darren at ProBlogger has set a challenge- tell him how you’d proceed if you were to start your blog all over again.

I started Spinneyhead in January 2001. The simple and most obvious thing I’d do would be to post more often, and longer posts. That would have been a little tricky, of course, given the fact that I was mostly posting on work time. Looking back on it, I should have posted more often about work and what I was putting up with, but done it after hours.

2001 wasn’t a good year for me, and I came out of it a lot poorer and significantly less healthy. Too much time on the road, drowning my sorrows and maxing out the daily expenses allowance on big meals. All in all it was ideal fodder for the sort of work blog that would get you sacked now but would then have been a short cut to notoriety (and maybe a book deal) then.

Then, of course, there was September 11th. I was working in Cardiff that day. At some point someone set up a TV in a corner of the office and, as we found out what was going on, we all gravitated to it to try and take in the events. I was shocked, obviously, and living with a guy who claimed he knew people who worked in the World Trade Centre made the degrees of separation smaller. Yet somehow I didn’t find myself caught up in the clamour for War On Terror the way so many others did. Even back then I felt that some of the stuff we were being sold was utter rubbish. Such as when people kept telling us that no-one had ever thought terrorists could use civilian aircraft as weapons. What about the Tom Clancy novel where an avenging Japanese pilot landed a 747 on the State of the Union? Surely Clancy was just the sort of people Bush Jr.’s people read?

Maybe I should have published these thoughts, controversial then but justified now, and had another shot at notoriety.

But the honest truth is, sometimes when you’re in a shitty situation it’s just too hard to see how bad it is, let alone write about it objectively. Especially when the person who’s making it worse, by agreeing to every idiot idea from management, is supposed to be your friend. And I’m not great with conflict, so I didn’t really want to tell the truth to all those revenge blinded Americans.

So in the end, this is the Spinneyhead you got instead. It’s still here. My enthusiasm has waxed and waned but never died, and the family has grown. Maybe, after all, I wouldn’t change a thing.

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0 Responses to Rip it up and start again?

  1. Avatar Mama Duck
    Mama Duck says:

    Well, the blog is about you, it isn’t about anyone else, and if it didn’t work for you to post more, it’s just how it is. I don’t think that you have to be locked into what one person feels is the best thing. Anyway, great post – we did this project as well – http://lilduckduck.com/archive/187

  2. Avatar FunMonkey1
    FunMonkey1 says:

    Spinneyhead,

    Looking back and realising one was completely out of order brings back a lot of memories.

    Back in 2001 you had an idea to bring Spienneyhead to the masses. Your closest mate continually poked holes in its value and wasn’t a friend at all. What should have happened was an outpouring of support, unwavering in the face of simple obstacles ready to help you make that vision come to fruition.

    What you got instead was a man that drove you to the edge and never took responsibilty for his actions. There is no defense for the indefensible.

    If there was a venue for public apology – I am truly sorry, my actions and behaviours were incredibly callous, deceitful and stupid. These words probably mean little. You were right way before 2001.